Get.Back.Up

You turned away when I looked you in the eye,
And hesitated when I asked if you were alright,
Seems like you're fighting for you life,
But why? oh why?
Wide awake in the middle of your nightmare,
You saw it comin' but it hit you outta no where,
And theres always scars
When you fall back far

We lose our way,
We get back up again
It's never too late to get back up again,
One day you will shine again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever,
Lose our way,
We get back up again,
So get up, get up,
You gonna shine again,
Never too late to get back up again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever
(May be knocked down but not out forever)

You're rolled out at the dawning of the day
Heart racin' as you made you little get away,
It feels like you've been runnin' all your life
But, why? Oh why?

So you've pulled away from the love that would've been there,
You start believin' that your situation's unfair

But there's always scars,
When you fall back far

We lose our way,
We get back up again
Never too late to get back up again,
One day, you gonna shine again,
You may be knocked down but not out forever,
Lose our way, we get back up again,
So get up, get up

You gonna shine again
It's never too late, to get back up again
You may be knocked down, but not out forever,
May be knocked down, but not out forever!

This is love callin', love callin', out to the broken,
This is love callin'.
This is love callin', love callin', out to the broken
This is love callin'.
This is love callin', love callin',
I am so broken
This is love callin' love callin

Lose our way, (way way way ay ay ay)
We get back up, (get back up again)
It's never too late (late late late ate ate ate)
You may be knocked down but not out forever!

Lose our way,
We get back up again,
So get up get up
You gonna shine again
Never too late to get back up again
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever,

This is love (lose our way) callin' love callin' (get back up again)
To the broken
This is love (never too late) callin'
(may be knocked down but not out forever)
This is love (lose our way) callin' love callin' (we get back up again)
To the broken
This is love (never too late) callin'
(may be knocked down but not out forever)

This is love callin' love callin'
Out to the broken,
This is love callin'....

I'm coming back to You, Lord. I'm once again, surrendering all into Your hands. I'll put my trust on You for You care about everything. You cared for the sparrows, for the lilies, and I believe, You care more, for me because I am, Your beloved daughter, the one that You shed Your blood for. May everything that I do be for Your glory and Your honour. May everything that I do, bless Your name. Even so, I pray that You'll just take care of me and those that are beloved to me. I pray that You'll open up Your gates of blessings and pour down Your blessings upon us that we'll shine Your name here.

Rush.Of.Fools

I've been here before, now here I am again
Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
To label me a prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

I focused on the score, but I could never win
Trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
To label me a hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

it has been a long time since I last wrote something here.. in between that time, a lot happened.. Niks, Maaj, Sakina and I joined the BSP-UBD green debate... and we won the prelims, going into the finals.. then about a month later, we had the finals, which was few days ago.. we went against UBD. they were good la.. but thank God for His blessings, we won the debate.. looking back at all the achievements that I have gotten, the results that I've produced, everything, comes from Him and belongs to Him.. it is all His blessings that I feel I don't deserve at all.. but at the end of it, it makes me love Him more and more knowing that He looks at the grace that He has given us, and not like a judge who's prepared to sentence punishment unto us whenever we do something wrong.. why is He, love? why does He have to die for us? He's too loving that I'm so afraid of hurting Him, so afraid that I don't get His blessings, so afraid that I'm not living like how He wants me to.. I want to surrender everything into His hands, because He knows the best for me, even when I don't think the same way.. with all the uncertainties, the future seems so distant... so blurry that I cant even make up the shape of it from afar.. but I trust that no one can shut a door opened by God and no one can open a door shut by Him.

I know your works. Behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut. I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. ~ Revelation 3:8