my.life.is.in.You.Lord

My life is in You, Lord,
My strength is in You, Lord
My hope is in You, Lord
In You, it's in You. (Repeat)

I will praise You with all of my heart.
I will praise You with all of my hope.
With all of my life, and all of my strength.
All of my hope is in You.

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Oh Lord, how I long to hide under Your wings, away from everything, where You and only You alone is all that matters.

a.new.beginning

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. ~ 2 Corinthians 5:17

.Trust.

²⁸ 你 岂 不 曾 知 道 麽 ？ 你 岂 不 曾 听 见 麽 ？ 永 在 的 　 神 耶 和 华 ， 创 造 地 极 的 主 ， 并 不 疲 乏 ， 也 不 困 倦 ； 他 的 智 慧 无 法 测 度 。²⁹ 疲 乏 的 ， 他 赐 能 力 ； 软 弱 的 ， 他 加 力 量 。³⁰ 就 是 少 年 人 也 要 疲 乏 困 倦 ； 强 壮 的 也 必 全 然 跌 倒 。³¹ 但 那 等 候 耶 和 华 的 必 从 新 得 力 。 他 们 必 如 鹰 展 翅 上 腾 ； 他 们 奔 跑 却 不 困 倦 ， 行 走 却 不 疲 乏 。~ 以 賽 亞 書 40:28-31

Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint. ~ Isaiah 40:28-31

at times when things do not go our way or when trouble comes, we think that God is being unfair to us. as humans, it is easier to put the blame on others, and the simplest one, is to put it upon God. but if we, think beyond what is happening and we just put ourselves into His hands, knowing that at the end of the day, He cares, then we'll learn a lot through all these things. they'll not be just obstacles in our life, but instead, those "troubles" will be an opportunity to grow closer to the Lord. learning to trust, is very hard for a normal human being, but God, wants us to learn to trust Him, trust that He is in control and He will never let us go. He said in Jeremiah 29:11 that, "For I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." it is impossible that God would want to harm us. He gave up what is most precious to Him, for us. it would make no sense that He would want to harm us, because, we are worth what is most precious.

Pinky.Promise

promises are made from a day to day basis, but how many are broken? at times, we look back unto God and says "God, this is what you have promised me, but why hasn't this this and that been done yet?' then we start to think that God has just forgotten about us, as if we're flower along the road, but the truth is, no, God has not forgotten us, neither have He forgotten about His promises to us.

God promised Abraham that He would make Abraham a great nation, but only after 25 years, did God gave Abraham a son, Isaac. During that period of time, Abraham questioned God about his lack of child, and he even resorted to fathering a son through his wife's handmaiden.

Yet, through the ups and downs, God kept reminding Abraham of His promise to give him a child while urging him to walk faithfully with Him and believe.

When we claim one of God’s promises in the Bible, whether it is for peace of mind, courage, or provision of our needs, we place ourselves in His hands and on His schedule. As we wait, it may at times seem as if the Lord has forgotten us. But trust embraces the reality that when we stand on a promise of God, He remains faithful. The assurance is in our hearts, and the timing is in His hands. —David McCasland

Even during the times where we don't see the fulfilling of these promises coming close, just have faith and keep on believing that He knows the best for you and, will never ever forget about you. pinky promise? its more than that. its a promise with the blood of Christ.

Oh Lord, Im coming back

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

I'm coming back to the heart of worship,
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

Get.Back.Up

You turned away when I looked you in the eye,
And hesitated when I asked if you were alright,
Seems like you're fighting for you life,
But why? oh why?
Wide awake in the middle of your nightmare,
You saw it comin' but it hit you outta no where,
And theres always scars
When you fall back far

We lose our way,
We get back up again
It's never too late to get back up again,
One day you will shine again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever,
Lose our way,
We get back up again,
So get up, get up,
You gonna shine again,
Never too late to get back up again,
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever
(May be knocked down but not out forever)

You're rolled out at the dawning of the day
Heart racin' as you made you little get away,
It feels like you've been runnin' all your life
But, why? Oh why?

So you've pulled away from the love that would've been there,
You start believin' that your situation's unfair

But there's always scars,
When you fall back far

We lose our way,
We get back up again
Never too late to get back up again,
One day, you gonna shine again,
You may be knocked down but not out forever,
Lose our way, we get back up again,
So get up, get up

You gonna shine again
It's never too late, to get back up again
You may be knocked down, but not out forever,
May be knocked down, but not out forever!

This is love callin', love callin', out to the broken,
This is love callin'.
This is love callin', love callin', out to the broken
This is love callin'.
This is love callin', love callin',
I am so broken
This is love callin' love callin

Lose our way, (way way way ay ay ay)
We get back up, (get back up again)
It's never too late (late late late ate ate ate)
You may be knocked down but not out forever!

Lose our way,
We get back up again,
So get up get up
You gonna shine again
Never too late to get back up again
You may be knocked down,
But not out forever,

This is love (lose our way) callin' love callin' (get back up again)
To the broken
This is love (never too late) callin'
(may be knocked down but not out forever)
This is love (lose our way) callin' love callin' (we get back up again)
To the broken
This is love (never too late) callin'
(may be knocked down but not out forever)

This is love callin' love callin'
Out to the broken,
This is love callin'....

I'm coming back to You, Lord. I'm once again, surrendering all into Your hands. I'll put my trust on You for You care about everything. You cared for the sparrows, for the lilies, and I believe, You care more, for me because I am, Your beloved daughter, the one that You shed Your blood for. May everything that I do be for Your glory and Your honour. May everything that I do, bless Your name. Even so, I pray that You'll just take care of me and those that are beloved to me. I pray that You'll open up Your gates of blessings and pour down Your blessings upon us that we'll shine Your name here.

Rush.Of.Fools

I've been here before, now here I am again
Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
To label me a prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

I focused on the score, but I could never win
Trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
To label me a hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become

it has been a long time since I last wrote something here.. in between that time, a lot happened.. Niks, Maaj, Sakina and I joined the BSP-UBD green debate... and we won the prelims, going into the finals.. then about a month later, we had the finals, which was few days ago.. we went against UBD. they were good la.. but thank God for His blessings, we won the debate.. looking back at all the achievements that I have gotten, the results that I've produced, everything, comes from Him and belongs to Him.. it is all His blessings that I feel I don't deserve at all.. but at the end of it, it makes me love Him more and more knowing that He looks at the grace that He has given us, and not like a judge who's prepared to sentence punishment unto us whenever we do something wrong.. why is He, love? why does He have to die for us? He's too loving that I'm so afraid of hurting Him, so afraid that I don't get His blessings, so afraid that I'm not living like how He wants me to.. I want to surrender everything into His hands, because He knows the best for me, even when I don't think the same way.. with all the uncertainties, the future seems so distant... so blurry that I cant even make up the shape of it from afar.. but I trust that no one can shut a door opened by God and no one can open a door shut by Him.

I know your works. Behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut. I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. ~ Revelation 3:8

Hebrews 13:5b ~
"Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

His promise ~
you forsake, I will never; you leave, I will never.

extra-ordinary

God wants Christian to have a hunger for God, to be an extraordinary Christian for not just a day, but everyday... a lifetime..

at times, we think that we know best but, when we actually surrender our life to Him, there is a higher purpose... a better outcome at the end of the day

God wants to see what's in you heard and thus, He test us. He knows what we're thinking... and we can say what we think is nice to hear and things like that, but that, might not be what's in our heart... so in order to know what your heart really desires, God test us..

~a Christian who's on fire for God keeps his relationship with God fresh~

2 Kings 2 : 1-14

Gilgal

Gilgal is the place where the people of Israel was there for 40 years, during the 40 years of wilderness. There, God wants to teach them to walk by faith, and not by sight. Not to live by feeling, whether you're able to "feel" God's presence or not.

Bethel

Bethel was the place where Jacob had his vision.. the vision of ladders from heaven..

Jericho

Joshua fought the battle in Jericho and God gave him victory, the wall of Jericho fell. It is a place where God gives you great victory. it is the city of the past.

Jordan

John the Baptist saw the dove land on Jesus.

Elisha saw the anointing on Elijah and he wanted more.. Elisha did not get distracted when the people said that his master would be taken away from him that day. Elisha kept his eyes on his heart desire.

God will never ask "what do you want Me to do for you?" to casual believers. He only ask that when He sees your heart desire.

when there's an anointing upon you, God will always make a way. even obstacles part and give way. so today, lets just ask ourself.. am I ready to receive His anointing??

|~L.O.V.E~|

Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other's fault because of your love. ~ Ephesians 4:2

number engaged

I guess we sometimes feel like God is there, but just not listening.. or sort perhaps.. Its like you know the line or number, is working, but yet you are unable to call into it for a whole day?? I know He is here and He will always be, but i can't seem to sense His presence. I don't sense His closure. June holidays are approaching and I think it's time for me to start anew with Him once again. I pray that this time, I wont hear "the number you dial is unreachable, please try again later. Harap maaf, nombor yang awda dial tidak dapat dihubungi, sila cuba lagi nanti." Because this time as I dial unto that number, I want to hold onto that call for as long as possible.

Hold Us Together

It don’t have a job
It don’t pay all your bills
Won’t buy you a home in Beverly Hills
Won’t fix your life
In five easy steps
Ain’t the law of the land
Or the government
But it’s all you need

And love will hold us together
Make us a shelter
To weather the storm
And I’ll be my brother’s keeper
So the whole world will know
That we’re not alone

It’s waiting for you
Knocking at your door
In the moment of truth
When your heart hits the floor
And you’re on your knees

And love will hold us together
Make us a shelter
To weather the storm
And I’ll be my brother’s keeper
So the whole world will know
That we’re not alone

This is the first day
Of the rest of your life
This is the first day
Of the rest of your life
‘Cause even in the dark
You can still see the light
It’s going to be alright
It’s going to be alright

And love will hold us together
Make us a shelter
To weather the storm
And I’ll be my brother’s keeper
So the whole world will know
That we’re not alone

priorities

am i still living the life how You want me to? are You still the focus of my life? Lord, I don't want to place my priority on anyone else, but You. For I am always a priority of Yours. You always have my best interest in heart. Let me not put someone else who think of me as an option, the priority of my life. Help me to live the way You want me to. Help me to be who You've in mind, for I am Yours.

I will love the Lord with all my heart with all my soul with all my mind and with all my strength.

The name of the LORD is a strong tower; the righteous run to it and are safe. Proverbs 18:10

As a man thinks in his heart, so is he. ~ Proverbs 23:7

If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believeth. Mark 9:23

Audience Of One

I come on my knees

To lay down before you

Bringing all that I am

Longing only to know you

Seeking your face

And not only your hand

I find you embracing me

Just as I am

And I lift these songs

To you and you alone

As I sing to you

In my praises make your home

To my audience of one

You are Father, and you are Son

As your spirit flows free,

Let it find within me

A heart that beats to praise you.

And now just to know you more

Has become my great reward

To see your kingdom come

And your will be done

I only desire to be yours,

Lord

So what could I bring

To honor your majesty

What song could I sing

That would move the heart of royalty

And all that I have

Is the life that you’ve given me

So Lord let me live for you

My song with humility

And Lord as the love song

Of my life is played

I have one desire

To bring glory to your name

To my audience of one

You are Father, and you are Son

As your spirit flows free,

Let it find within me

A heart that beats to praise you.

And now just to know you more

Has become my great reward

To see your kingdom come

And your will be done

I only desire to be yours,

Lord

And we lift these songs

To you and you alone

As we sing to you

In our praises make your home

To my audience of one

You are Father, and you are Son

As your spirit flows free,

Let it find within me

A heart that beats to praise you.

And now just to know you more

Has become my great reward

To see your kingdom come

And your will be done

I only desire to be yours,

Lord

In Better Hands

It's hard to stand on shifting sand.

It's hard to shine in the shadows of the night.

You can't be free, if you don't reach for help.

And you can't love, if you don't love yourself.

But there is hope when my faith runs out.

Cause I'm in better hands now.

It's like the sun is shining

When the rain is pouring down.

It's like my soul is flying

Though my feet are on the ground.

So take this heart of mine, there's no doubt,

I'm in better hands now.

I am strong, all because of you.

I stand in awe of every mountain that you move.

I am changed, yesterday is gone.

I am safe from this moment on.

There's no fear when the night comes round.

I'm in better hands now

It's like the sun is shining

When the rain is pouring down.

It's like my soul is flying

Though my feet are on the ground.

So take this heart of mine, there's no doubt,

I'm in better hands now.

It's like the sun is shining

when the rain is pouring down.

It's like my soul is flying

though my feet are on the ground.

It's like the world is silent

even though I know it isn't true.

It's like the breath of Jesus

that's right here in this room.

So take this heart of mine, there's no doubt,

I'm in better hands now.

I'm in better hands now.